The Life and writings of a Twenty-Something private eye
I see that you are pain And I have writer’s block Maybe I’m in a coma again I’m hoping that you come out of this The raw nerves, the memories represented in scars They have made you a bit bitter You feel as though you have nothing left to give You’re praying that these sensations […]
Read More The Epilogue of When You Thought That You Had Yourself Figured OutI often wonder what my life purpose is, it seems like every path I have followed has led to dead ends, even this case Sandra has presented to me feels like it’s going nowhere, maybe it’s just my apathy for life as of late, or maybe I could be right. I drove passed Mickey’s pub […]
Read More PI Log #6 Topher Gets Knocked Out AgainSandra congratulated me on signing up for classes I don’t know if this decision was for me or to please the masses I entered the campus with my arms shaking To be twenty-two in a room full of eighteen year olds I can feel the judgement already coming I pulled up to a parking spot […]
Read More Maybe Next Semester (Flashback Poem)Fate fell short This is the end I just wish that I gave you one last kiss Cuz you got me on the outside looking in Remembering the days you said “Breathe in for luck, breathe in for keeps.” Now i’m just nailing shards of hope together Hoping for something to cover my head I […]
Read More To The Music That Saved My Life (Tribute Poem)I’m on a plane to Cali doing something i’d never thought i’d do I guess you can say that my head is in the clouds again but this time in the literal sense Sitting in between a women to my right slaying mimosas saying how excited she is for happy hour at the gaslight, and […]
Read More Change of Scenery (Sunny Sobriety)Sometimes the nostalgia takes over my senses and I just wonder where the days have gone I look in the mirror everyday for my hygienic routine But this was the first time in awhile that I actually looked into the mirror Like actually looked at myself I’m twenty-fuckin-five As lost as I’ve ever been Built […]
Read More Instant Karma and Take Out FoodYou’re leaving And I’ve been up for days I’m not fit to have this conversation But I’m the one who initiated it You’re golden And I’ve grown bitter I don’t want to taint this anymore I don’t want you to hate me I’ll give you closure While I lay awake like an open book This […]
Read More Lipstick Flavored BulletYou’re everything I’ve ever wanted But what I wanted has been clouded By a spark, a memory The ember of who i’m supposed to be Ignite the darkness of the shadows that I reside Hold my breath, holster my pride I know how this looks on the outside Like I’m leaving you behind Sprout your […]
Read More Attachments of the Heart StringI had no expectation just blind hope
Read More To Feel For the First Time (Flashback Poem)I’m a punk, a heretic, just dust on the system I get blown off the surface and fade into nothing I should be proud if I momentarily disrupt your sinuses Today it feels like the pink clouds were filling in for the stratocumulus Who finally showed in the late afternoon of a summers day I […]
Read More The Changing of the Clouds (Flashback Poem)