You’re leaving
And I’ve been up for days
I’m not fit to have this conversation
But I’m the one who initiated it
You’re golden
And I’ve grown bitter
I don’t want to taint this anymore
I don’t want you to hate me
I’ll give you closure
While I lay awake like an open book
This is something I have to fight by myself
I really thought I was ready
I guess that’s the beautiful part of naivety
It can make you believe for a while that happy endings are straightforward
I still see you everywhere
There’s love in everything
Like Two ducks floating side by side into a sunset
Or our initials engraved into the sidewalk that I blow a kiss to every time I pass it
I’m Learning to appreciate what we had
And embrace the uncertainty of the future
Know that I’ll always love you
